Cracked Open

I feel as though my facade may be cracking and bits of me might be spilling out.

Anything and everything that people say to me seems to fray my nerves.
I feel as though I am in a constant state of irritability and unrest.

I've tried sleeping if off, thinking perhaps my physical mind needs rest.
I've tried charting my feeling and attempting to discover what triggers my moods.
I've even thought about how I can change my behaviour to suit others better.

But it all comes down to myself being incapable of being the person other's want me to be.