Worn Thin and Fraying, Inside and Out

It's has been a while since I have felt this way.

If I closed my eyes for any extended period of time, I believe I could fall away to a world where work is nonexistent, and struggling to eke out a living is not difficult.

But instead (and ever more so over the past couple of days) I have wake up, get changed into work clothes, go in to a never-ending job, and come home thoroughly exhausted mentally and emotionally.

I would like to know why babies have to die.
There is no reason for it, it should not happen.
The small bodies from which their spirits are released should been given a chance to grow.
They should be nurtured and fed.

So I feel more emotionally tired than anything else.